boobey bonezalot.

this weekend. well really last night has been the best. in a very long time.  yesterday i headed down to amsterdam quite early. hung out with a friend, then met up with hannah jordan and emma. we were surprising hannah for her birthday. so we had to keep her distracted for a long time. okay honestly after 6 on a saturday night in amsterdam, there isn't much to do except get drunk. so we wandered around in the freezing cold and finally made our way to hardrock.  when we got there everyone was there and it was coool (this is going to be a lame post but i do not care. it gets better) so anywho. after dinner every one leaves except me ally silvia and elizabeth.  we decided to go to boom chicago, so i pulled some strings and got us six euro tickets. i know i have the hookup.  so we watch the show which was hilarious then at intermission in walks SETH MEYERS. i grabbed silvia by the arm and was like THATS HIM THATS HIM. i ran outside told ally and ebeth then ran in side like a total tool.  after the show i went up to him and asked if we could have a picture. he was so nice and his brother who was on that 70s show took the picture for us. totally badass, i know.  hahha after our euphoric state we ran outside and started making small talk with a guy who looks like loytoy. we made up some story how we go to rijksvelgde or something. hahah papa picked us up. but on the way home the car broke down. HAHAH we were standing on the side of the highway stranded. finally it started and we sped home.  it was such a good day.

tell them that they get what they wanted.

we think your a joke shove your hope where it don't shine

i wish i could say that to people sometimes. especially at my fucking school. i walk through the halls sometimes and just shake my head at all the fools that i go to school with. 

that is all. 

i'm going to kanye and santogold tomorrow. holler. 

winter wonderland.

its finally snowing. i am so happy. this really makes it feel like winter. i don't even mind sitting in my room all day watching sex and the city and not doing work. well i mean i did do some work, but obviously the bare minimum.  last night was so fun. silvia calli elizabeth and i finished 3 bottles of wine in a matter of three hours. elizabeth and i finished ones by ourselves, impressive i know. so i'm trying to write this paper about a streetcar named desire and m. butterfly. its a comparative probably the hardest to write cause its such bullshit.  i'm writing about a false reality which surprisingly i am pretty excited about.  not only do characters in books and plays put on false realities but us readers do as well.  we say things to please some, wear clothes to fit in, and lie to ourselves to make it feel better and think that everything is okay.  but where is the line between false reality and true reality. i personally think its a blurry one for most. some people get to the point where they are constantly trying to fool everyone, even their closest friends. and i don't think that people understand that lying and pretending doesn't make people like you more. true friends want to see the real you, not some one you've conjured up in your head.  we all do it. i do it sometimes to, to please ones that i love.  sometimes you don't want to tell someone the truth to help spare their feelings, but are we just fueling their false reality fire, should we just tell them the truth and stand near with a box of tissues? i'm starting to think that is the path i should be taking. because a false reality will only lead to a downfall as i can see in both of these books. well i'm off to finish this

:)

5

i hate people who lie. 

starstrukk

this week. has been so so much better than the last. well really this weekend has. friday was kate's birthday dinner at some tapas place. it was nice except the table was so long i couldn't talk to people at the other end. saturday me ally and shakes went to food fair. then after randomly decided to go to amsterdam. it was the best decision we have ever made. we had like no money but we seemed to get ollibolen drinks AND food. what a good time. and i saw my friend james that was a goed time too. but today i've literally been sitting on my ass doing nothing. i can drive standard like a beasttttt now though. which will be handy.  honestly i don't think i'm as stressed now because i've sent in ALL my college applications. what a feat. just a few more weeks until break. thank goooodness. i'm so excited for the next few months. thanksgiving, christmas, new years, my birthday, enter shikari, MUN, SKI TRIP. whatt a time. but really. it'll be good. this past week i've been listening to the same cd taylor swift. as lame as it is ahha but its sooo good. welli must depart and study for some math

laater jongen. 

YO YO YO

FUCK. 

i hate school. and everything it entails. i feel like every post i have is about my hate for school. but it is quite strong. anyways this weekend was alright. friday was this masquerade for this girl. it was alright not that many people were there. i had a stomach ache from one to many margaritas but what can you do. yesterday ally and i went to the hague for lunch and shit then met up with e-beth for 007 (which was alright) i love ally she's so fucking hilarious. we just sat in bagels and beans forever and talked about the randomest shit. but it was good. then last night we had shakes make us some italian. so good as per usual. sat and laughed for a few hours. god i laughed so hard i haven't done that in a long time. then we joyrode in the volvo with aud. too funny. fucking 90's trance. where the hell does silvia get that shit. she knew exactly where the cd was too, like she listens to it every day, which she probably does. i watched wedding crashers last night. i forgot how hilarious that movie was. oh god i laughed alone in the dark. ha i didn't do shit today except for have a mental breakdown. SUCH A ROCKIN' TIME REALLY.  but really. not really. 

im going to go do some shit and hardly work def. not work hard. 

peace bitchez