don't forget

6:42 am. i'm wide awake, its morning. today i'm heading to paris for volleyball. i suppose i am excited, except for the fact that i have to sit on a bus with a bunch of annoying teens for six hours. and i hope that we win, because i would hate to have had traveled for so long to fail. i was on my old friend's facebook today, her pictures are absolutely breathtaking. i wish i could do something like that, it is quite unfortunate that i can't. my parents went out of town yesterday, i biked back and fourth to my school 3 times yesterday. ugh it was so annoying. i really could care less about volleyball, i'm not digging the team this year, and plus i feel so unattached from them. oh well only a few more weeks and at least i get to miss school for it :) but i have to miss school for our science trip next week, which is going to blow because i really don't like my group. oh well.  

i've been thinking alot about the end of this year lately. and how i don't want to say goodbye to my friends. i think it will be harder, no i know it will be harder saying goodbye to them than it was saying goodbye to people in virginia. its going to be rough. we had our senior trip yesterday and we are probably going to go to crete. i'm pretty stoked for a week of partying with my bests.  i'm pretty much pissed i'm not able to go to amsterdam tonight because of the parentals. but i don't want to disappoint them i want to be able go to go to tex with aud. 

well i should probably get going got to catch that bus to the city of love. au revior.